.Sunday, November 04, 2007 ' 5:20 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i think that this year, instead of enhancing my knowledge and improving me, has did more harm than good.
i feel my communicating skills break down, i've lost all forms of writing senses, the passion to read is gone.
i've lost the yearn for knowledge, the inquisitive, curiosity. the sense of righteousness and standing up for what i think is right. the argumentative side of myself.
my memory is steadily deteriorating. i've lost my thinking and inference skills. i'm much less observant than i used to be.
i haven't learn't anything this year. to add on to the misery, nt only did i not gain anything, i lost those that i already had before.
i've been too holed up in my own stupid life which revolves around studies studies and more studies and making use of all free time to sleep that i haven't noticed until now how much i've lost just by coming to sngs.
my life is just a pile of dung.
i can't even be bothered to post on cos i can't find the words to express myself.
