.Thursday, October 04, 2007 ' 7:40 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
problems, problems and more problems
not only do i have to worry about my problems, i've gotta worry abt others's too
was feeling deeply troubled today. the kind of feeling where you want to scream and rant and cry like shit but nt being able to. so many things to say but never finding the right words to express them.
and the return of many review papers did nth to make me feel better
well, i've gotta admit i'm pretty happy over math. except for the fact that i threw marks away cos of e positive/negative stuff. and i actually forgot to do 1 question. how dumb is that?
sciences. well at least i passed everything. but it sure is unfair. the things that i studied for i score badly, the things which i didn't study so much i get better marks. thats plain dumb. i studied like shit for physics and got so low. threw away marks like rubbish. made many calculation errors and stupid acceleration mistake getting the wrong formula. dumb me. and bio which i studied much less and expected to fail i actually didn't. that was plain luck. i'm convinced that i'm good at writing rubbish. i love structured questions. i just dump in a little facts i know and the rest garbage and i score. nice. and i like writing. i'm good at writing nonsense (:
well... at least band made me feel a little better. ms sia didn't come so we were like slacking. went at arnd 3 to prac. then we got bored and started writing down the notes for the titanic (: we tried greensleeves but failed ): then we started laming out by taking lots of stupid pics and diana and shiying were doing wacky things :D
but got rather down again while going home. and now.
problems.
when will they ever end?
