.Wednesday, October 24, 2007 ' 9:40 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
OH NO CLARISSA I AM REALLY SO SO SO EVER SORRY ):
just read some blogs... ah well. shiying if thats what you think about main combined, aren't i in a worse situation?
and i realised how much i would actually miss everyone i've come to known in this long, yet seemingly short year.
i'm going dangerously broke. and there's so so many more things i've gotta buy. sigh
its finally the end of a year of jap. been eventful, tiring, stressful... today was e last lesson, so e remedia ppl got to go back to our class for a supposedly farewell thing but i guess my class is just too cold. we did comprehension (bleugh!) and tongue twisters which i totally suck at. and i got reminded once again of my horrible E8. i told mum i considered dropping but deep inside, i really couldn't bear to... )':
held a farewell party for jess today at e canteen after sch. haha... she was touched. i know i seemed very nonchalant and cold but i will really miss her. and all whom i won't see again in e same class nxt yr too... ): this is saddening.
was quite a sight. haha. we lay out all our food and some parent from the neighbouring table asked if we were setting up a stall :D
and the way we ate was unglam. esp when i was eating oreos :P
ppr's coming back on friday. i think i will really cry when i see my grades cos they just suck. esp when its pulled down so so much my my stupid E8. this is the 1st time i've ever failed... i've always been a happy go lucky person in e past cos there wasn't really much about acad stuff for me to worry about... i've never cried over my grades, or perhaps even worried about them at all. but now everything is just different... ): i'm scared that i'll get a shock this time when i see my ppr. this is e 1st ever time i'm scared to receive back my ppr cos it kinda rounds up e whole sucky year... and i can see what a terrible student i actually am. oh no...
long long day tmr. i've got 4 more friendship bands to tie, 37 letters to write, gifts to get, and 2 special presents to make. nt to mention going to orchard with kmy and i-don't-know-who-else-cos-she-wouldn't-tell-me and then heading to plaza sing to get some stuff i am really in need of. I SERIOUSLY NEED FINANCIAL ASSISTANCE >:(
ah well. i'm really tired.
i hope tmr and friday will be good
afterall, they are the last 2 days of e acad yr ): *sniffs*
