.Monday, October 08, 2007 ' 10:45 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i am really pissed
thats an understatement
"why do you keep letting your friends make use of you?"
i really don't know.
mum and jean have been telling me countless times. but i think i'm just too softhearted.
i don't know what else i can say anymore. i'm sick of this attitude. i can't stand them anymore. so many i'm prepared to scream and shout at, esp over pws, but nt doing so cos they're my
friends. so what? friends don't make use of each other. friends don't take each other for granted. what do you treat me as?
i've tolerated for too long i can't stand it anymore.
all the time, asking me to do stuff for you, print stuff like ink is free, asking favours after favours with thankyous that are meaningless and insincere. i'm far too tired i think i'll just snap soon.
friends. what a fake word.
friends don't only summon you when they need your help. friends help you when you're in need instead.
friends don't take you for granted
not only materialistically.
what abt pws. just becos i'm your friend and wun scold euu or anything you all can just sit back and be irresponsible? just becos i'm your friend you can dump all e work to me? just becos i'm your friend you can make excuses and blah blah.
i'm sick of doing pws with irresponsible ppl. which unfortunately happens to me countless times. thank goodness kmy's almost always with me in pws, doing her part and helping me out. if nt i think i wuld just die. i can never forget asean and geog mapwork and so many other pws. those were horrible times i never want to repeat.
and now home econs.
haven't we already drafted out e job allocation properly? why can't you just thank e responsible ppl like kmy who bothers to draw out job allocations for everyone, giving everyone else e easier jobs while doing the harder ones themselves and do your job well. whats e point of doing some crap just to please us? it makes us even more furious. and you've got days, why can't you settle some problems yourselves instead of troubling us like shit? you keep thinking that since we're in charge, we shld be in charged of
everything, including jobs you're supposed to do. we've even gotta settle your problems. what kind of nonsense is that?
why can't everyone just do their part, be responsible and everything will just turn out fine?
why can't you just be a little more considerate?
there's so much more i want to say but can't find the words. and i don't have anymore time. i haven't even started studying chengyus. have been doing home econs since 6.30pm and still nt finished yet.
i even missed mum's birthday celeb becos of home econs
there's a limit to my patience. and this limit happens to be a very short one.
even if i am your so called
friend.
