.Monday, October 29, 2007 ' 10:40 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
freaking. i am already irritated my my irritable-ness enough and there's now a new thing for me to be irritated about. property agents.
although we've declined them pointedly i think more than a dozen times, they seem to can't resist calling. i feel like screaming into their empty head, "BUG OFF. ALL MY HOUSE HAS TO OFFER IS A COUPLE OF SNAILS, WORMS, RATS, COCKROACHES, LIZARDS AND MORE MORE MORE. PRONE TO BUGLARS, RAPIST, FLASHERS, MURDERERS, LOONIES AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE. UNLESS YOU ARE SICK OF YOUR LIFE AND WOULD LIKE TO END IT IN AN EXCITING WAY, LOVE HAVING THE COMPANY OF INTERESTING HOUSEHOLD PESTS OR LOVE EATING ESCARGOTS, GET LOST.
*pissed*
and i suddenly got reminded of joannah's birthday. thus now i am having to rush out her present.
i'm saddened by the fact that i like to handmake prezzies for ppl cos i think its more meaningful and sincere but some people treats it as junk and just toss them aside, thinking that i am just being cheakskate and stingy. sigh ):
on a brighter note, i love mum! she bought me this really really nice jacket which costs $40. it orginally costs $50 but there was a 20% discount. i am so so so happy! (: actually she didn't really buy it. cos she bought this $110 gown and didn't like it, ended up changing it for a $80 gown. so she had to top up and agreed to getting me e jacket! so happy! only worry is that U2 will go on half price sale like they usually do during year end and then i see a nicer jacket there... ): i just love those U2 jackets. but they are freaking exp.. ): and oh i also fell in love with a pair of jeans that i plan to buy after i've saved enough... (:
chatted a little just now with diana on msn abt christianity. that made me doubt my own salvation. sigh. many times i've been provoked into thinking too deep into things, which just causes more confusion. such as the previous teen's. ):
was nice of her to help me out with reading e bible and praying (:
she encouraged me to pray for tongues too... hmm. nt too sure about that one.
got msn-ed by a couple of old pri sch friends lately. made me realised how much things have changed after we all left for our own seperate ways. while people like me and clau wuld use the terms, 'mug. slack. unglam. enthu. zihigh. emo', people who have gone different ways would be saying, 'sia. noob. nia. duh. lame.' and who knows what else... i feel so out of touch with what i would call the neighbourhood-mixed-sch society. and i realised how hard i find to communicate with guys nowadays... perhaps apart from elton. sigh. things abt going to a sap, top and girls sch.
ok crapped enough. on to making presents.
i'm sick of the way i lead my life
