.Thursday, September 20, 2007 ' 8:00 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
why do some people hate it when another do something to them, yet they are doing that something to others?
kmy suddenly sprung me a question that shocked, and surprised me
a question i wuld never be able to answer
i was overwhelmed by my chinese review results
shocked, shocked and more shocked
i never expected myself to get such a mark
and the only response of ppl is to hate me and think i cheated, or thought i was just plain lucky
luck doesn't come so many times
when will people stop looking down on me?
but anyway, i don't blame them
afterall, i don't read chinese, i don't speak chinese, i don't do chinese assesments, and my chinese sucks
and some even more hardworking ppl out there actually got lower than me
life is unfair, isn't it?
why do i worry when i get low marks, and worry even more when i get high marks?
when will people learn to be more considerate to others feelings?
is it really true that you treat the people that are closer to you worse?
i'm experiecing it more and more
i haven't studied finish what i planned
why can't i just be less slack?
