.Thursday, September 06, 2007 ' 10:45 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
RAHH
e trombones and tuba got bullied alot during band today
i think she's really biased towards us
when shiying and diana used to complain abt that alot, i used to tell them that they were being over sensitive
but now i find that its pretty true
when trumpets can't reach high notes, she tell them nt to force
when we can't reach she scolds us for nt using enuf air
when we are nt in tune she scolds and scolds and scolds like what
when the other instrus are nt in tune she just tells them off normally
when we blow wrongly or come in late/early, she glares at us like we commited murder or start scolding and yelling or kick us out
when e other instrus do that she just goes, ' ____ ! late/early/wrong note!'
and when we put pressure on our lips he scolds and scolds and insults like crazy
just cos ours, tuba and euphonium is like so obvious. unlike the woodwinds + trumpets and horn
we did e tuning thingy and she did it over and over
and as usual, tuba and trombones got scolded ALOT ALOT ALOT for coming in early/late
which was like, quite true lah
but she should consider that tuba had to come in 1st and we had to come in 2nd and we came in alone when the other instrus could come in together later, or whatever. couldn't really tell. its just so obvious to hear when tuba and trombones made mistakes cos... it was obvious
and during chords she kept scolding me and olivia cos we were e only ones playing e 1st note or whatever. and e note happens to be high Bflat and she started screaming that we were nt in tune and LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN.
well, i couldn't tell. at all.
ok. fine. she kept scolding trombones trombone and trombones after that for all kinds of reasons
and everytime she scolds trombones, it felt like she was just scolding me and me alone
cos i was just sitting right in e middle
easiest for her to scold
anyone in our sect makes e mistake i'm e first one to get accused, first one to get scolded
why on earth am i sitting in e middle?
thats nt all
she kicked shiying and diana out just cos they came in late for chords or whatever
they had to stay out even after we finished tuning
and she like, totally forgot abt them
until we went for sectionals and then came back for e last 30mins to play livin la vida loca
they said sorry to her
AND SHE SCOLDED THEM AGAIN
does this make sense?
i was pressing like my life depended on it and i had this really clear mark
then she started scolding sijia for pressing and having a mark
then everyone started looking at me and i realised i had a mark too
and i had to hide my face behind e stand all the while
which was so dumb
combined makes my e whole sect greens distressed
where has the times when we used to laugh and laugh and laugh like nobody's business gone to?
"1... 2... 3... WHOOOO"
and we would start laughing
i miss those times
i have been slacking e whole day
the moment i came home frm novena after meeting mum i dropped dead onto my bed until 9
i feel so awake that i could stay up all night working on those stupid articles
ratatouilee with kmy and secret with sis tmr (:
