.Thursday, September 13, 2007 ' 8:30 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
out of pure randomness, i want to say...
i love my hair
i am chao lethargic today, and perhaps every other day
i don't know what is wrong with me. i haven't been studying, i have been getting average sleeping hrs (my own standard), there isn't an overload of hws or pws. yet i am feeling so so sleepy and dead. there's just something wrong with me. and i keep getting jolts of stomach aches out of nowhere which is not good.
i got scolded in band for something which was totally unknown to me and absolutely unintentional
she said that i was standing out when we were tuning and that i wanted to show off
PLEASE. i didn't even know i was standing out. it was she who kept asking us to push more and more and use more air blow louder. "TROMBONES! LOUDER! I CAN'T HEAR YOU!" and when i blow louder like she asked me to there i got accused of trying to show off. *pissed*
and what have i got to show off? my wrong pitch? my horrible tone? and she thinks i like blowing loudly? i blowed loudly and reluctantly and my stomach was hurting like shit. like who would want to blow loudly and risk getting picked out and scolded for being out of tune?
she is just so dumb. she just accuses ppl without even using her brains to think
like how she accused me the other time of many things when qixuan just got transfered
*PISSED*
i seriously need to sleep
i feel dead
