.Wednesday, September 12, 2007 ' 6:40 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
I'M BRAINDEAD! I'M BRAINDEAD!
STOP GETTING ME TO MUG
RAHHH
i'm feeling rather depressed today after looking at that stupid review tests (EOY!) schedue
we have like tests after tests crammed in
+ jap EOY
RAHHHHHHHHH
ok, i think i'm getting mentally unstable
today morning, i walked sleepily through the canteen to e classrms. suddenly, i heard LOUD squeaks behind me. i was shocked and turned around and lo and behold! i saw, chewing on a piece of cardboard, was a...
RAT
yes! what on earth was a RAT doing in the canteen?! its so unhygienic!! and i bet it was the culprit who chewed the wire/cables that caused the stupid power failure in our school. mum is always going on about how this stupid rat chewed the wires of this shopping mall and caused a explosion which resulted in a huge fire. i had a urge to pounce on that rat but something kept me from doing so. perhaps after watching ratatouilee, or maybe before that, i realised how rats feel about things. all they want to do is to eat and live. we humans are too selfish. we take the life of animals for food and survival but we don't allow animals to eat our food. that doesn't seem too fair. they don't know that chewing wire cables isn't right, they don't do it on purpose. and we humans do things that harm animals too. why are human beings so selfish?
well, i guess that's what we call human nature
finally i had the guts to ______
isn't it weird how some things just make you feel so so happy you feel like you're floating?
i feel really really happy now
really really really happy. although it was just a stupid small thing, i feel really happy
i guess things are finally getting better
and i'm starting to lose control of my temper. again
the stupid STOP method is so dumb and useless
i get so pissed that i can't even remember what does STOP stands for
forget about doing it
ppl don't really think right when they're mad
i suceeded in pissing kmy today recess as i was getting to mad mad mad over stupid music composition
i just racked my brains over a week of hols to think of a tune and TADAH, when i finally got one and wrote it down, denise tells me its a tune from choir -.-
and the stupid thing was due in 30mins and i was like going mad mad mad and i tried to ammend it. then i got mad mad mad and walked out on denise and kmy
I MUST LEARN TO CHILL
CHILL JOAN CHILL
sorry to denise and kmy
i also don't know why i walked out on them. i told you, ppl don't think when they're mad. maybe its just becos they were e only persons i could walk out on. rahh
i must chill
AND MUG
RAHHHH
oh nonono, chill.....
