.Monday, September 03, 2007 ' 8:20 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i need to lose weight
one of my skirts has gotten awfully tight and is giving me breathing difficulties
why are singaporeans so kiasu and money minded?
well, my mum is one of them :D
i am still slacking. its been a long long day out and i am in no mood to do work. everyone is shooting past me like bullet trains while i'm still struggling to crawl after them. i need to pick up the pieces where i left them. i need to work much much harder. no more 1-day-before-test studying anymore. i won't be able to do that for the countless review tests, which as i've said, just a nicer name for EOYs. they cover so so so many chapters. i don't want to end up failing anything and getting a sucky grade. i think me and kmy won't be in e same class nxt yr anymore cos she'll probably be in justice or loyalty which i will never end up in ): i need to buck up and strive harder. I MUST WORK HARD!
anyway, my grandmother got back her brain scan results
why is God so unfair? my grandfather and grandmother had done so many good deeds in their whole lives and God is now taking their lives away one after another. lung cancer, brain tumor, is that what you get for being a good person? i really don't know. i just pray that God will not let my grandmother suffer any pain or anything and just leave as peacefully as my grandfather did.
life is this short
afterall, its just a passing through
i am seriously in need of financial assistance
why do i have to worry abt so many other things normal ppl my age don't have to worry abt?
such as saving money to buy my own clothes, shoes, stationery etc etc
even breakfast, lunch and dinner
in short, everything that i want, and need to buy
does that seem normal?
the pimples and blackheads are popping out continuously
and my stomach is still bugging me alot
*ouch*
