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.Wednesday, September 26, 2007 ' 9:30 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.

i know i shouldn't be blogging and should be studying but i can't help it i'm feeling awfully sick mentally i think i'm nt right esp these few days i keep feeling homesick for no reason i just want to go home snuggle into bed be a kid all over and pretend that everything is fine i feel very very scared i think i'm suffering frm depression as i most of the symptoms of depression tan lee lee listed i'm scared of life i just want everything to be fine but that never happens in school i want to go home so badly my stomach aches of empty longing but when i'm at home i still don't ever feel right i think a chunk of me and my life is missing i'm getting sick and depressed okay joan now shut up get a grip on yourself and get on with life you've got a math review tmr sciences papers nxt wk and home econs ad pw due and on wk 5 you've got your home econs ppr pw and then there's jian baos to be done and then jap classes and band pracs and so so many more things to do joan cmon pick yourself up and move on stop thinking of nonsense of things that cannot happen stop feeling homesick or whatever you're feeling and GET ON WITH LIFE

i'm nt feeling right now







THAT GIRLY

Joan Chan
thirteen'
110594
sngs
1 Justice
snsb trombone

web counters


HER WANTSY

nike sling bag
myuk sling bag
new wallet
bigger pencil case


HER LOVESY

God
family
friends
sngs
1 Justice 07
1 Justice 07 counsellors
snsb, trombones



SCREAMY





EXITSY

Min Yu
Wen Xin
Claudia
6A (rvps) 06'
Jessica
Karen
Jolene



MUSICY

high school musical - breaking free
high school musical - start of something new


high school musical - we're all in this together


michael learns to rock - you took my heart away


death cab for cutie - i will follow you into the dark


the fray - how to save a life


nick cave - where the wild roses grow


barry manilow - can't smile without you




ARCHIVESY

March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007



THE LYRICSY

As the deer;

As the deer panteth for the water,
So my soul longeth after you.
You alone are my heart’s desire
And I long to worship you.

You alone are my strength, my shield.
To you alone will my spirit yield.
You alone are my heart’s desire
And I long to worship you.

You're my friend, and You are my brother
Even though You are a King.
I love You more than any other
So much more than anything.



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