.Sunday, September 16, 2007 ' 7:30 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i don't know if i can make it
whatever it is, i'm determined nt to fail any of my review papers and jap EOY
i'm already trying very very hard
i've still got a thousand and one things to study and do. i've decided that i shall just give up on mugging my 50 cheng yus cos its nt listed under e tested topics. i shall just pray hard that they are nt. shall check with zhang man li tmr... now all i have is my literary devices and chapter 11 of jap. got a dumb test tmr. DAMM. i'm trying very hard to mug chap 11's vocab which are very confusing. and there's so many grammar structures! i've got all the different structures in the different lessons mixed up... they shuld categorize the different structures in different chapters in a more systematic order... well whatever. and all those particles are getting on my nerves, i keep getting them wrong. and all those question words too... the problem is that the question words are scattered throughout the chapters... they shld make a list of question words. and i've forgotten about all of what i've studied like hell yest. DAMM ME.
so this wk wuld be devoted to jap, jap and more jap. and of cos a visit to e band rm to pick up my dear trombone. eng, e.lit and hcl tests this wk... hope i'll survive... this wk i'm seriously going to get an overdose of jap, besides classes on mon and wed, i'll have to mug like crazy on tues, thurs and fri. sat wuld be MUGGING LIKE CRAZY WOMAN for jap again... and then sunday wuld be spent mugging for geog, hist and study math. what bad luck, to have 3 of the most mugging-needed subs tests/exam, and the other which is one of my worst subs and the one i need to revise for most on the same week. well... so monday after hist test, wuld have to do some last min rev of jap and geog, and then there will be geog and jap oral on e same day. i think i will just faint before oral. then obviously after oral i must chiong home to study for my JAP PAPER. musn't fail e paper... i'm already going to fail oral... ok then after the paper on wed i must rush home to study MATH like mad mad mad mad. okay, this sounds horrible. friday i shall just go home and rot and die of exhaustion. sat and sun, SERIOUS MUGGING FOR PHY, CHEM AND BIO. phy and bio is hell. ok, bio is less hell cos i've already mugged most of it for e wk 1 bio test. but physics is serious shit cos i haven't understood what mr gan has been talking for the past ___ months, wks, days... whatever, of my freaking life. and worst, those stuff are nt found in the textbook where everything is just printed there for you to mug. ok, good luck to me. after all that, NO, I CAN'T EVEN REST. i have to finish FIVE 剪报s AND DECORATE THOSE NONSENSES. god... then, finally, on the 16th of october, HOLS ARE HERE.
this looks rather bad
you know what's worse?
this coming sat when i'm supposed to be mugging for jap, mum insists on dragging me to this dumb birthday party of her stupid karoke teacher. john woon, he thinks he's some kind of big star where he has to hold such a stupid big birthday party at some kinda hotel with this stupid karoke competition which mum is going to sing. i've looked at her practicing her dancing along with her singing and she seriously looks like a chicken. seeing that she's already the least ah-soh -ish auntie in her class i don't know how the rest are gonna peform. this whole thing wuld be a complete waste of my day and i don't know why my mum insists on dragging me along even though i told her i have to study like shit. just to please her stupid teacher, puhlease. he thinks he's so popular where everyone have to give him face by going to his stupid party when its really none of my business. i'm freaking pissed
and that day is also rvps's lantern fest night. please i rather go to lantern fest than to go to his stupid party, waste of my time and energy. i can't believe after a whole yr of looking forward to rvps's lantern fest, i suddenly backed out becos of stupid jap EOY and all the other freaking tests. even worst, i can't believe that now i'm actually nt going to lantern fest, nt being able to study but actually going to my mum's STUPID SINGING TEACHER'S BIRTHDAY PARTY. God i'm really pissed to the core.
i shan't post any further although i feel like screaming to the whole world how unreasonable this whole thing is and how shit is my life cos i shuld really be doing that stupid hcl mock paper
