.Monday, August 06, 2007 ' 8:00 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
today was emo, rotten, horrible... whatever vocab and adjectives you can think of
i started off in e morn feeling rather cheerful
ok yah so something happened/changed
things do happen/change even thru e shortest period of times
i shall refrain abt posting abt it cos knowing i'm a foul and grumpy mood, i'm sure to say emo stuff and offend ppl everywhere again
so zhang man li suddenly announced that we were to peform xi you ji tmr afternoon in front of e hua hui exco
it does affect us alot
it was already such a traumatising piece of info to me, it was even worst off for some others
so then we did the monday-morn lessons (well thats what i call it)
we had to say a adjective that describes ourself and ppl wuld agree or disagree
i said i thought i was emotional and sensitive cos i keep having mood swings and get angry very easily
and many many many ppl agreed
zhang man li nagged and nagged me
blah blah blah
i didn't really listen
my cheerful mood was already wearing off pretty fast
english came and e compre test nearly killed me
i slpt like, 30mins cos i was simply too tired
mrs kwan woke me up to ask me smth
i wasn't quite sure cos i was in a semi conscious mode
thats the thing you must never do
ask me smth when i'm too slpy or just woke up
math came, and was emo again
the senerio came back
28/35
was still quite horrible cos e drawings which i took so long to draw all ended up wrong
and all e stuff i thought was correct were wrong
and all e stuff which i scribbled desperately last min was right
heaven works in weird ways
senerio extension came
deadline: 15 aug
kill me please
so then recess was gone in a series of pws
geog sucked. was just doing workbook
and of cos, studying ting xie last min
i totally gave up
i almost cried
i just sat there trying to process more words until i really couldn't and felt really really tired and that i totally couldn't take it anymore and my whole mind just went a whirl of black and white
i was so sick of trying to do all this rubbish and end up getting rubbish grades and everything. i really don't know how to put all my thoughts into words.
i am so going to fail again
i shall not continue cos i am horribly tired.
and am feeling extremely emo today
