.Monday, August 27, 2007 ' 8:30 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
today had its ups and downs, sweet and sour...
"no road is too long when you travel with a friend"
i bought this inspirational card frm sci centre, along with...
"study hard so that your future would be bright"
"congratulations! you passed the test! well done!" (smth lidat)
" friendship. 1 brain to choose you, 1 heart to love you, but i wish i had more arms to hug you!"
i guess there's quite alot of downs abt today
i got very confused and tired looking and thinking of the things i have to do
all those pws, the asean one is particularly killing me
i am quite tired of trying to be responsible
now i know why irresponsible ppl live such a good and happy life
except it would bug my conscience forever if i were to be irresponsible
i'm really tired of grp pws.
on a brighter note, i guess i was quite happy all the same before teamwork.
i guess it has been a long long time since me and kmy has had a good laugh together
we laughed like mad and loonies during chinese
i miss laughing and talking with her like mad idiots so much (:
except now another thing is bugging the both of us.
perhaps its true that we as humans wuld never be truly, and fully happy.
i guess self prac wasn't too productive
olivia, shiying, qixuan and me ate lunch
then went down to prac. qixuan and olivia had to leave early and tadah, there was me and shiying.
i tried to practice the right way. i did long notes, but i found out everytime i couldn't hold anymore and tried to push my diaphragm or lungs more the sound that comes out wuld be very very weird and shaky. i then tried to tune and rmb how each note sounds like but my air speed varies too much for me to get the same pitch/tune everytime.
everyone soon left too and the lonesome both of us felt so weird
we could hear the
sound noise we were making reflecting back to us loud and clear
we played chorales which sounded pretty horrible, we did arpeggios, chromatics and intervals which i guess sounded okay except it was a little out of tune. then i set my heart on learning the notes of the chromatics and positioning instead of just memorizing chromatics by positions. so i drew a nice keyboard and all, and wrote the notes and positions down and tried to memorize it, only to find that there are actually so many lower notes and higher notes so now i gotta redraw everything ):
thanks to jessling for opening the door for us and waiting for us to be done before locking the door (:
me and shiying felt pretty guilty ):
i shall go do homework... -GROANS-
