.Tuesday, August 21, 2007 ' 8:30 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
ooooohhhhhh mr ***** *** just go and die please
hello, i left my table lamp there for a week and you haven't helped me put e bulb yet ?!
and euu actually threw away some people's lamps ?!
oooohhhh if euu throw away mine i'll chop off your head
I WANT MY LAMP
even in the horrible state its in
i'm frigging pissed
some despicable idiot stole all of denise's water babies, and took away my blue and purple one
mine was put in a small bowl so i suppose it'll look fishy if she stole the whole bowl away
and i accidentally flushed e red one down the drain or smth
OOOOOHHHHHHHH
i am so pissed
and now it only looks like i've got red and yellow cos i duno where on earth the pruple is gone and the transparent ones can't even be seen
i want to get another packet
but e prob is every packet comes with transparent *GROANS*
i want all e colours to make a multicoloured lava lamp (:
i shall search ikea or somewhere for prettyprettypretty glass jars and plastic containers
someday when i'm free (thats like, never?)
and i am gettint fustrated with cme and drama projects
i can't stand this anymore
its driving me up the wall
i spilled lemon barley on jane, myself, my pencil case, my c.lit notebook and the floor
jane got real pissed
but most of it went on me
i had to wash my pinafore until i looked like i just went waddling into some pool
and my stationery ended up in a pathetic plastic bag
today was supposed to be a good day, despite some bad things happening
but sia spoilt it all
i think she really has this thing against trombones
true, i won't deny that our tone sucks and we can't play high notes
but must she say we're retarded? must she say that we have mental problems?
we've all tried our best to push with air support, to drop our jaws
she let the trumpets not play the high notes
but pianpian want to torture e trombones by making us blow
and scold us when we can't reach
does she realise that the best way to get us to improve is to teach us? not insulting us and critizing us, telling us our problems harshly but nt giving us solutions? how does that helps?
nothing. except to make everyone unhappy, discouraged, and feel horrible.
she tested us b flat, e flat and f major today.
which totally sucked.
b flat was individual test.
ok, my tone sucks my posture sucks my notes are all out of tune.
look, the posture was not my prob
she made me run back to e band rm to get my old trombone
AND ARGHHHH I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE DID TO MY BELL ITS ALL CHAO OILY AND STINKY NOW
ok, and i was all out of breath
and she did the stupid 1 note 8 counts e flat scale
and i haven't even opened my book she started
so i had to look at olivia's book
which made me slouch and look down cos my bell was blocking e book and her stand was so low
sickening sia scolded me
"TROMBONE. YOU. BAD POSTURE. DON'T SLOUCH. DON'T LOOK DOWN. LOOK UPPPPP"
oooohhhh.... dammit.
and i was damm out of breath
then she tested 1 by 1
i think i was ok. except my tone still sucks and my low notes has a horrible sound
poor diana, qixuan and shiying
ms sia was threatening to kick them out of trombones
i think she's serious
she's been saying this for a long long time
i feel quite scared
i don't know why ms sia just makes ppl scared
when we were waiting for our turn to blow, we went all cold and shivery and scared
i'm scared that she'll transfer any of those wonderful ppl out
or perhaps, me myself
i'll seriously start crying if she does that
i've became very attached to those 4 wonderful ppl
i don't want to talk abt sia anymore
she makes me feel very scared
we'll be tested on chromatics and intervals nxt wk
and we have this dumb new song to learn
and f major scale which is wahpiang kanasai high
what is sia thinking ?!?
i am feeling scared for all the sec 1s
am still having problems with drama and cme
i hate it so much
esp cme
ohhhhhhh... i gotta chiong cme tmr. and drama too
and geog's graded assignment is due on friday
nxt wk: monday - eng summary test
tuesday - c.lit test + whatever's for comman test
i am losing my love for st. nicks more and more
its the people there that keep me alive
