.Monday, August 06, 2007 ' 9:10 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i tell myself every moment of the day, "I MUST BE HAPPY AND CHEERFUL :]]]]]" -grins widely-
i must try to remain positive and strong and everything
perhaps life wuld be less miserable if i keep a happy and clear head
i've found 1 good thing abt today
i got an 85 for my 4th ting xie !!!!
ok, its lousy to euu but its like, heaven to me?
since pri 6 my highest ting xie mark was 70+
since i came to st. nicks my highest was 56
see now why i am so happy over my ting xie :]]]
i think being in a all girls sch + convent (CHIJ) sch does change me alot
i think i'm becoming more feminine
don't laugh -scrowls grumpily-
i'm serious
i'm nt sticking to those huge roundneck tees and baggy jeans anymore
and i'm warming up to slim fit shirts and drop waist jeans when i used to squirm and squiggle uncomfortably in them
and haf changed my perception, 'bigger the better' for shirts, jeans, jackets and blah blah
and everything else
you won't really understand and i really couldn't be bothered to type
and for national day i actually got myself hair accessories :]]
actually, nt really
just red and white rubberbands
i think i'm gonna get those huge clips/kiap kiap thingy used to 'tie' up hair tmr
i don't really fancy putting my hair up in the same way everyday
you must know that since pri sch, i don't think my hair has been in any other way except a ponytail or just down and wild
and with no accessories except black/blue rubberbands, clips, or hairbands
i am indeed a boring person
i am excited abt national day :]]]
it had never been this extravagent in pri sch
hairspray, accessories and all :]]]
i shall go to sleep and finish all those tedious newspaper work tmr morn
and i haf to wrap clarissa's present! -grins at wawa-
