.Thursday, August 09, 2007 ' 4:10 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i got so excited when she msn-ed me
but in the end it was only abt project
she didn't even stay long enuf for me to ask her the vital question
the one i had been surpressing for a very very long time
the longing for the answer, no matter how obvious it was, and the explanation is so strong
i won't give up
i can't put aside the fact that i still miss her alot and however mushy and les this might sound, i love her as a friend
i want to talk to her, abt my worries and troubles and all those interesting things and encounters so so badly
i won't drop it just like that
i shall go full force on jap
must memorize vocabs by today!!
what's more troubling is the numerous pw deadlines and jap file check
this is driving me crazy
i am seriously troubled
i must must must must pass CA5
and show poon what i am made of
thanks joanne for the encouragement :]]
dad will be back tmr! ：]]]
wouldn't it be better if he could come back permantly?
my ear still hurts and my earhole is enlarged!
