.Sunday, August 05, 2007 ' 10:40 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i cant't control my emotions
i just let the tears run uncontrollably
it just went on and on
i totally can't stand it anymore
why must you make my life so difficult
i hate it wen ppl make my life worse then it already is
i just want to cry and scream and go on and on
call youself my mother. puhlease do euu even know me at all?
have you ever wondered how i feel? have you ever put yourself in my shoes and spare a thought for me and appreciate and feel grateful that you have me as a daughter?
you were never there when i needed you.
as if i didn't have enuf to worry abt.
and now you mess up my life my doing stupid stuff such as giving away my pe shirts and nt hlping me find the missing one even when i'm already so tied up. and bug me with the stupidest stuff and irritate me just for your own amusement.
i am seriously tired
don't be surprised if i end up in imh someday.
and if i do, rmb to tell her that its all her fault
why must things always turn out horrible?
i'm feeling really lousy
no words can describe it
and you can't help me. and can never, and will never, be able to hlp me.
do you even know how i feel?
do you ever understand?
i am so tired and sick i just want to ring up kmy and cry out my heart and lungs to her instead of starning blankly into the ceiling with the tears flowing silently.
i am feeling suicidal
anyway, will it bother you?
you've never cared abt e process, only the results.
i really don't want to care abt anything anymore.
perhaps i wuld just get a big fat zero for my ting xie
flunk my english compre and set a new record
write total crap in my e.lit passage based
hand in an empty chart for geog
forget abt asean chinese pw totally
pretend that the dog ate up my hist pw
i don't really care abt anything anymore
becos you've never cared abt me
