.Saturday, July 07, 2007 ' 11:20 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i went to the gym for a 2.4 today =]]]
i am so proud of myself =]
except it was only a 17.40 min =[
my sis says that i look half dead while running.
haha.
easy for her to say.
she was just walking -.-''
halfway while running, i suddenly felt a blister at e back of my foot
i didn't want to 半途而废 so i continued
after the run e back of my foot was damm pain and there were bloodstains on my shoe
eww
so i tried weight lifting
but my foot hurt alot
so i worked on my arms
and you know theres this stupid rule we had to wear shoes in e gym. even when doing weight lifting
so idiot
and i cycled with my toes x)
so then i hit e treadmill again.
but after 400m my foot hurt damm lot again
so i stopped and went back home
i think i've lost weight =]]
and sis says my stomach looks more 'muscular'
ho. she wants me to teach her how to blow cos she, like me, thinks band will make our stomachs flatter x)
anyway, i just watched this mini band on tv playing at e Antarctica. snow and icebergs and all.
serious. there were even penguins
their faces looked so red and raw
and they could still sing, strum guitars, play violins, blow saxaphones, hit drums
they were promoting this "concerts for climate in crisis" thingy
so funny.
anyway, i better finish studying jap today
tmr will be quite rushed.
church, lunch, pw meeting, home, dinner, piano
i am quite pissed
nienping, vanessa and olivia can't make it
and we are continuing with it
and we're going to kmy's hse which is at toa payoh
and i have no say in it cos i am e only one staying out of e way
i hate staying in sengkang
its a 1.5hr bus ride to toa payoh
and i am really gonna flare up if we end up slacking
which is what we always do
wenxin's hse is a gd example
my usual phrase: "I DIDN'T TRAVEL ALL THE WAY HERE JUST TO SLACK AND TALK CRAP"
they don't seem to understand that its okay for them to waste time cos dey lived so near, but i had painstakingly traveled all the way to our meeting point.
and on monday we're coming to sch early for full rehersal and during recess too
we haven't even had a single proper rehersal yet
and that was the result of skipping 4 recesses
for e past wk i haven't had a day of decent recess or lunch
all they way till evening
which is when i eat during band (bad me) or 3rd lang
how much worse can my life get?
"welcome to st nicholas" -mrs soh
that phrase wuld haunt me forever
was it a wrong choice?
i haven't gotten jane's present yet.
i hate myself for my insignificance
and oh, my SCs are SOOOOOO sweet okay....
they sent us sorry emails. abt scolding us and e pumping and hanta
actually, its us that shld be sorry
awww....
i guess i have a slightly changed impression of band now =]]
i am sick of
everythingeveryday, its either 3rd lang, or band
nth to look forward to.
at least last time there was 1 free day
and i'm sick of e multiple deadlines
of remembering what i haf to do
my memory's failed so much i haf to resort to writing what i haf to do on my hand on on post its at e cover of my diary
and i'm sick of being to lifeless and missing out everything
i've changed. a lot
and so have you.
but i guess we've both changed very different and contrasting ways
i better get to e studying now
the heat wave is on. sad right?
i dun like living in sengkang =[
