.Saturday, July 21, 2007 ' 7:20 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i feel the constant sense of dull aching pain inside me when i read e deathly hallows
there's like so much loss and sorrow and unhappiness
and the stuff's really complicating and everything
my eye's are really tired
i'm only thru half of the book and i guess will never be able to finish reading by this weekend
and i still got alot of undone stuff
so i gotta read nxt weekend, which sadly i've got teens fellowship
somehow i feel like crying very much
i want to be the normal me i used to be
but sadly, those times's already past and things will never be the same
i hate my life
i duno what is happening. its like i'm suddenly overcome by fear. i'm really scared to face everything i have to face. it seems even worse than death. i dread every single day of my life. things just keep going over and over again in the same tedious way.
i'm scared to live
i'm off to rush history and geog
test schedue nxt wk:
Monday >> EL Letter Writing
Tuesday >> Geography Common Test
Wenesday >> Australian Maths Competition
Thursday >> FREE!!!
Friday >> CL Test (we will be released 10min later than usual)
credits to may shuen
and there's so many things to do and so little time to finish them
i want to cry
i really want to
if only miricles happen....
