i am really scared and tired
everything's going wrong.
i am now so scared of mondays and wednesdays
but i still can't bear to give it up
i am scared of tues, thurs and fris
but i can't give it up, whether i want to ornot
but compared to 3rd lang, band is heaven
i am actually looking forward to band. becos having band means nt having 3rd lang
and i am actually looking forward to drills. becos after drills and sectionals i can go home to sleep
i feel like the happiest woman on earth everytime after friday's band ends

i live each day in fear
i can't stand it anymore
i am just so frigging sick of everything that's going on
it wasn't like that in the past. i wasn't like that
people change. so do i
i've lost myself. everything. my laughter, constant crapping, humour... everything.
i want the old me back
i don't want to live my life in fear anymore
i really don't

the fear surges, adrenaline pumps, blood freezes
that's my life
i live my life in fear
it takes more courage to live than to die ...

Joan Chan
thirteen'
110594
sngs
1 Justice
snsb trombone

nike sling bag
myuk sling bag
new wallet
bigger pencil case

God
family
friends
sngs
1 Justice 07
1 Justice 07 counsellors
snsb, trombones

Min Yu
Wen Xin
Claudia
6A (rvps) 06'
Jessica
Karen
Jolene

high school musical - breaking free
high school musical - start of something new


high school musical - we're all in this together


michael learns to rock - you took my heart away


death cab for cutie - i will follow you into the dark


the fray - how to save a life


nick cave - where the wild roses grow


barry manilow - can't smile without you