.Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ' 9:50 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i am really feeling tired, though there's little work to do so far cos i'm procastinating like mad so i'll have a terrible weekend.
i guess its more of the emotional side
anyway, i've been enjoying the live earth clips on tv. there was this clip on saving plastic bags which involved a man and a woman acting as customer and salesperson slapping each other and going, "think. blah blah blah blah...." (stuff about plastic bags)
and sad to say i'm guilty for nt wearing green on 070707. cos i didn't even leave e hse. HA.
anyway. band sucked today.
we went to the music rm, only to get chased out by ms sia cos dere were so few of us.
grace, purity, faith and dilligence ppl either went for the swimming thingy or cip.
sad right... and there's so many faith ppl in our squad...
so then we went back to e band rm, ony to get called back again to combine wif e seniors -.-"
okay... so we were quite pissed...
we got our windmills bottles and whatever crapy stuff she told us to take. and we went back to music rm (again).
we started huffing and puffing with our windmills. and there was smth wrong with mine and it wouldn't move. and omg regina's got this really really positively CUTEEEEEEEEEE bumble bee windmill !!!! omg i felt like kissing it. it was soooooooo cuteeeeeee okay.
ok i am a little eccentric.
we blew until we were giddy. then sia told us to take out e bottles and blow 20 times.
mine burst.
and all e seniors were looking at me. cos they haven't seen it before. hahaha.
reminds me of what happened in malay class. hohum
oh did i mention we sat in between e seniors?
so the poor 4 of us were seperated
and we couldn't do the half-half thing we always do x)
so i sat right at e end beside regina
and she taught be how to blow chords.
i was playing the highest note. yes, very sadly
i think e only person in our section (sec 1) who can blow high notes decently is qixuan
and i was so frigging nervous okay. especially she when sia asked just e 4 of us blowing e highest note to blow. i was so so so nervous my hands were sweating like crazy though e rm is air conditioned. and then she gave e start signal and we breathed in and i was so nervous i started choking on my saliva. sad.
i think i messed up e whole thing cos everytime i played e high note it'll go back to the lower one halfway.
sighs
we then left and went back to practice ourselves.
there were only 16+ of us.
so the band rm was more quiet than usual.
and i am damm angry.
the whole of 1 justice is going to support the swim team tmr
and i'll be left behind cos i've got 3rd lang
i think me and may shuen's e only ones cos the rest have got permission frm their 3rd lang teachers to go
rah
the day the poon lets me go the sky will collapse
and the class's dismissed at 12.15 after music
but i'll have to attend HISTORY
walau
lucky mrs soh doesn't wan come teach math
so i can spend the time revising my jap
i am damm scared cos poon said that she'll test us on chapter 9 verbally
which gives us no time to think.sad
i dowan go 3rd lang
i wan go support e swim team wif e rest of e class
i am so pissed
i hate being left out
which is what always happens
and i just found out that jess will be leaving by the end of this yr !!!
she's going to art school
and she really regrets it now
i woundn't have done it if i was her becos i know i would never be able to give it up
i love st nicholas.
and our grp got chosen for xiyouji !!!!!
actually nt really.
the thing is, i duno whether to be happy or sad
getting voted means your skit is good
but it also means you haf to peform it during assembly
and i've had enuf of poetry slam
actually its elspeth and grace's grp
den zhang lao shi added her vote, which was 2x
and zhang lao shi voted for us. i think its only cos our grp is e ony one who's background is nt e classrm.
and it became our grp and grace's grp
grace's grp got 7 votes while we got 4
i think they desearve it much more than we do
clarissa's grp too.
but they wanted to give the chance to us
thats nice
but i'm scared that we can't do it
and with everything going on now...
plus e stage fright and all
we were so nervous before e performance that we kept going, "WHOO HEEE WHOO HEEE" before we went out. and zhang lao shi was giving us that kind or amused/diao look.
i've decided i hate my current seating arrangement
1. its right at e corner and its really hot and stuffy and when i open e door its either to sunny that i'll get scorched or its to windy that the door slams shut everytime i open it
2. other reasons
i really can't take it anymore that i was really like what during english when we were suppose to discuss in
pairsi should have just sat with denise at e 2 ppl place, and let e 3 ppl place to errica, letian and yanlin. than everyone would live happily ever after.
i feel very very suahku and left out. as usual
all e s.h.e and mayday and fahrenheit
last time it was xie ting feng and hu ge
even longer ago was kelly clarkson and high school musical
even much longer ago was maple story and runescape
even even even very much longer ago was tag and ice and water
as usual, i always have a different mind
all i think of now is harry potter and how pretty emma watsons is
but no one gives a damm on what i think
when will this ever end?
.... that's life. take it or leave it ....
