.Thursday, July 05, 2007 ' 9:20 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i am quite happy today =]
i was like, laughing like mad during some lessons again
and then during malay kmy suddenly wanted to see me blow the plastic bag thingy for band
it popped so loud that the whole class turned to look at me, which was looking damm embarrassed
and the teacher went: "who brought explosives to class?" -.-'
and i feel very bad cos i was sleeping thru bio
-sighs-
i think i'm becoming a pai kia
reasons why i think i'm becoming a pai kia:
- my belt goes losely below my waist
- my socks are very 'short' (but thats nt really my fault）
- i wear colour strapped bras
- i shortened my pinafore by 1 fold (but its still below my knees)
- i fold the sleaves of my pe shirt (cos its way too long)
- i unbutton my collar at every oppotunity i get
- i dun pay attention during lessons
- i sleep during some lessons
- i rush hw last min
- i sometimes copy hw (though alot less now)
- i dun really study for tests
- i eat in class
i guess thats all. can't really think of anything else
anyway, i guess ppl do change alot when they grow up.
esp frm pri to sec sch
and oh, the rally thingy was today during assembly.
so there were speeches after speeches
clarice was emcee. i tot she was so cute
and i think this dance girl, shufen, whu was running for head monitor was kinda thick skinned.
but i think i'll vote for her. she seems e most confident person of taking e job...
and then, there was band =]
we were at e forum for e 1st time
it was kinda boring at 1st
ms sia made us blow windmills blah blah blah
den she made us blow notes
1 by one somemore
i was falling asleap
then she told us to play la cukaracha, which we nicknamed la cockroach
so then we played horribly
so we went to practice ourselves while she taught the seniors
we sat around e forum and practiced
and after the seniors had set up and everything, and sat down, few mins later then came charging over to borrow our windmills
hohum.
i think there are about as many sec 1s as the sec 2s and 3s becos i think all of them managed to get windmills from us =]
so cos trombones were playing the harmony, so we went to look for the clarinet and bassons and oboes and blah. so we ended up playing together.
we played so loud that i think we starled ms sia and the seniors =]
and the reason i'm quite happy today, is becos i think my seniors seem more friendly now =]
and we actually talked properly today
though i think its still becos it was kinda necessary
but its still an improvement =]
anyway, do i look very depressed all the time?
everytime i'm feeling normal, looking normal and everything, kmy thinks i look depressed
-sigh-
and i think i look very leng and unfriendly too
and i look like i have attitude prob
and i think i do?
according to kmy, especially when i'm having drills
i'm convinced that there's smth wrong with my facial expressions
-sighs even more miserably-
jane's birthday on sat.
i haven't gotten her a present =[
sad... shall get it over e weekends
so sorry jane
anyway, its also sad that your birthday is on a sat cos i'm always to tired to stay up on friday nights. so i guess i can't send you a midnight sms =[
i am so very tired now
i shall go do my math homework and nucleus thingy
and then sleep
i need to sleep very badly
i do feel quite hyperventilated on fridays, seeing that i'll be able to go home and sleep
