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.Sunday, July 29, 2007 ' 9:45 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.

horrible me
thats my new msn nick
I SIMPLY HATE MYSELF

i feel so scared and lost. you know the kind of thingy where your stomach suddenly clenches with fear and you suddenly feel so scared of everything thats going on and just few like crawling into bed and never waking up or just running far far away.
thats how i feel all the time
i don't know how to put it across
i am just feeling very, very scared of how am i going to survive this week
and its nt just ordinary fear.
i am really really scared to the extent of tears
i don't want to think about anything
but i can't
i'm nt e kinda person who can pretend the problems are nt there and just be happy ever after
but sometimes i wish i was
i am really really scared

i wish i would just conk out and wake up 50 yrs had already past

i'm scared...







THAT GIRLY

Joan Chan
thirteen'
110594
sngs
1 Justice
snsb trombone

web counters


HER WANTSY

nike sling bag
myuk sling bag
new wallet
bigger pencil case


HER LOVESY

God
family
friends
sngs
1 Justice 07
1 Justice 07 counsellors
snsb, trombones



SCREAMY





EXITSY

Min Yu
Wen Xin
Claudia
6A (rvps) 06'
Jessica
Karen
Jolene



MUSICY

high school musical - breaking free
high school musical - start of something new


high school musical - we're all in this together


michael learns to rock - you took my heart away


death cab for cutie - i will follow you into the dark


the fray - how to save a life


nick cave - where the wild roses grow


barry manilow - can't smile without you




ARCHIVESY

March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007



THE LYRICSY

As the deer;

As the deer panteth for the water,
So my soul longeth after you.
You alone are my heart’s desire
And I long to worship you.

You alone are my strength, my shield.
To you alone will my spirit yield.
You alone are my heart’s desire
And I long to worship you.

You're my friend, and You are my brother
Even though You are a King.
I love You more than any other
So much more than anything.



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