.Monday, July 23, 2007 ' 8:15 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
gee. today was quite a horrible day
btw, random remarks
- i forgot to mention that voldermort died in harry potter 7
- i love my ij pinafore except that its hard to iron
- i love my hair except for e fact that its getting thicker
ok. so then i woke up at 7am today and obviously was late for sch
i reached sch at 8.30 man
i couldn't get a cab and the hotline was engaged
so i took a bus
sad
i had to endure some super sarcastic remarks frm zhang man li
and stares and questions frm everyone
asking how late i woke up
HELLO. YOU THINK ITS EASY LIVING IN SENGKANG WHEN YOUR SCH IS IN AMK WITHOUT A PERSONAL ALARM CLOCK AND CHAUFFEUR. AND REACHING HME AT 7.30PM > AND HAVING TO DO THAT 5 TIMES A WEEK AND HAVING A MUM WHU IS STILL ASLEAP EVEN WHEN EUU'VE ALREADY REACHED SCH AND EVERYTHING?! YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE WITH DADS TO DRIVE EUU TO SCH AND MUMS TO PREPARE BREAKFAST FOR YOU AND EVERYTHING, COUNT YOURSELF THE LUCKIEST PERSON ON EARTH. WHY DON'T YOU ALL TRY THIS YOURSELF. THEN PROBABLY YOU'LL UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO LIVE THIS WAY.
phew
the china guys came
honestly i think we really made an unecessary fuss over this
whats e big deal abt guys coming over to visit
even if they did sat beside euu
like they haven't seen or sat beside guys before
everyone noted that denise was kinda flirting wif e guy beside her. even thru prayer they were talking
- sighs -
sorry to say, it reminds me of alicia
history will always repeat
things on the emotional side went eventfully bad today
i do try to bear with it
but pls get your facts right before posting abt stuff which are totally all wrong
in fact, do you realise almost all your posts abt me are all the bad or insulting stuff?
and i'm nt allowed to post anything bad abt euu
okay. i think i'm almost used to everything thats going on
but today didn't went on as what you think where the problem lies
i cried a fair few times
and all thru zhang man li's stupid lesson
and thanks alot to vanessa and sarah for cheering me up =]
i just wished i never had to cry in the 1st place
but the comfort of having a few friends by your side cheering euu up and making you think you're important is pleasant
perhaps vanessa, you're the only one that ever understands the true reason why i'm upset everytime
i'm grping with sarah, vanessa and nienping for chinese and geography projects !! =]]
and ppl out there stop questioning me on things which are obviously inappropriate to ask abt
have you ever heard of something called plain rudeness and inconsideration?
then i met up with qixuan for lunch at amk hub's food court and had a quick look around =]]
we saw weiping there =]
weirdly, i think i'm e unfriendliest person among e 5 of us
i don't seem to get along with ppl all around
i think i ought to go for social relations courses
qixuan wants to quit band !!!!
if susan lim doesn't kill her, i will
QIXUAN YOU CAN'T LEAVE -bawls and wails loudly-
perhaps you don't know your importance
but you mean alot to me
you're the one that comforts, that understands, and is always by my side when i need you
like today when i was feeling lonely during lunch, you turned up
when i had anything bursting to say, i would tell you
when i felt weird by myself during band, i would always call you and you'll be there for me
you don't underestimate my problems, yet try make me feel better. you've never scorned me, and you've never gotten angry or blamed with me for being in a bad temper and snapping at you. you've always understood my mood swings, and never irritated me or pissed me off esp when i'm feeling down. instead, you make me feel better. you've never bossed me around, take me for granted, make me feel left out or bad and everything. yet, you make me feel important, special. like you really want my company.
you're my bestest friend in band. in fact, perhaps even my best friend in this sch and in my entire life.
my life in band wuld be torn apart if you leave
QIXUAN PLEASE DON'T LEAVE
i am feeling throughly misersble
how can i fear, Jesus is near
he ever watches over me
worries all cease, he gives me peace
how can i fear with Jesus
