.Friday, June 15, 2007 ' 1:35 AM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i've just watched e harry potter and e order of e phoenix trailer.
hahaha. nt as i expected. 1st, e dolores unbridge looks so motherly wif euu look at her wif another perception, 2nd harry potter looks horrible wif a haircut, 3rd voldermort looks disguesting, and 4th e castle looks weird now.
oh but anyway, hermione looks very much prettier than she was now.
but seriously, since they changed e director and actor for dumbedore after e 2nd movie, it had never been as nice. e director changed e castle and everything, and the new dumberdore didn't act as well as the 1st one oso.
i still like e old director. i think he did a better job.
and oh anw, i am very very pissed by certain people whu keep leaving me and other people out of things.
i dun think the other ppl know about this becos i think i'm one of e very few ppl whu can be bothered to scan line by line into ppl's blogs, link here and there and everywhere, trespassing into blogs of ppl dat i know but don't know me, or dun know dat i'm tresspassing. go thru friendster photoalbums... i think blog reading and photoalbum looking can be 1 of my hobbies.
back to my story, i keep wondering i'm i such a bad person that euu haf to dislike me, leave me out of things and ignore me. in fact, i think euu all might even hate me. i dun haf e courage to ask euu all why do euu keep doing this to me. why am i, and the others, always left out of everything? why do you ignore us so much? why do eu treat us as invisible ppl everytime euu see us? what did we do to deserve this?
what comes out frm eur mouth are just all criticism, snide remarks, scoldings. they might nt be hurt, but i am. even when euu talk to us, eu dun treat us like part of the group. we're always so extra and everything.
i know you all think we're very extra. but afterall, we are part of the group. stop treating us as a nuisance, a pest. we're nt deliberately irritating eu, or causing eu trouble. i haf this nagging feeling that of all of us, you all hate me the most. i know i seem unfriendly. but i'm nt, or at least i'm trying nt to be. i just can't help being unfriendly to ppl whom i don't get along well with. we just don't click. but stop leaving us out. stop dao-ing us. stop treating us this way. stop doing this to us. especially to me.
i'm beginning to dislike you all. stop it, please.
i'm feeling very moody.
i shall go to sleep, hoping that tmr will be a better day.
