.Tuesday, June 05, 2007 ' 9:20 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
its a random day....
i think its really amazing how God created each human to have its own special physical appearence and character, no matter how we might look so alike to another person.
it freaks me out sometimes to find someone looking so exactly like another person.
met a girl called Emily in rvps camp whu looks like clarice, our class prefect.
a girl called Joy in band whu looks like our counsellor, Jasmine
claudia's friend, Sandra, whu looks damm like Regina, my band senior.
and there was this time i was visiting my grandfather in hospital, a girl at e nxt bed look
damm exactly like me. i really mean exactly larh, she even had my 'unique' hair. before i arrived my aunts actually thought that girl was me, and almost asked her what was she doing at the other bed. luckily i arrived in time to avoid the embarrassment. haha. the whole time i was visiting my grandfather she and i kept staring at each other. hahas.
but i still think no matter how alike we look like another person, we're different in character and personality. God created and meant us to be different in different ways =]
every one of us are special =]
thats y sometimes i'm quite pissed with ppl refering to me as a whole of smth.
or as 'hey' or 'oi you there' or smth lidat.
i think olivia (in band) feels e same way.
she got very pissed of when our trombone senior thought she was called joan =X
i got quite pissed too.
honestly they dun even bother to get our names right. in band we're always known as 'sec 1s'.
today, out of e 5 trombone sec 1s, only 2 of us turned up =[
me and qixuan agreed that we both saved each other's life =] didn't want to face ms sia alone =S
and seriously 5 trombone sec 1s is alot. so i dun blame my seniors for calling us 'sec 1s' when we're all together but its like, today there was just qi xuan and me couldn't dey just call us by our names???
THIS IS PISSING.
in fact i think it goes like that to the whole band.
its like we sec 1s are not part of band that they can't even be bothered to call us by names.
euu go running past a senior and she'll just go 'oi! sec 1 blah blah blah'
i think i got too used to it that when a senior goes, 'sec 1s' to her own section i'll go 'yes??'
PISSING PISSING PISSING
i am seriously pissed.
and i hate ms sia.
she is so @#&!*@&#^!@&!
she kept saying i and qixuan were dumb
and kept asking us go look for senior do this go look for senior do that
and when we stare at her she'll say that we're dumb
and she kept asking us go out of e rm to prac that within 30mins three quarters of e sec 1s were sent out.
#^@&!@&#!@*#!
i think i'll seriously go dumb frm her negative remarks on how i'm dumb
i think that for e 1st time in my life, i got started on some hw on e 2nd wk of hols =]
i usually do last min work on e last wk of hols x)
but i gottta CHIONG this wk den nxt 2 wks i can enjoy and study jap
the worrisome. murderous jap.
i'm still clinging onto this probably-once-in-a-lifetime chance.... x.x
better do smth abt it nw dat i haf e time.
i dowan to fail all my 6 major jap exams =X
i really really hate it when ppl talk abt me behind my back
which is what is happening now.
pissed.
JOAN CHAN IS SERIOUSLY FEELING PISSED
AND NEEDS ICE CREAM TO COOL HER DOWN
BUT IS SCARED OF GETTING FAT
SHE WANTS TO BUY 95% FAT FREE GELATO ITALIANO ICE CREAM
BUT DOES NOT HAF E MONEY
SO SHE IS STILL FEELING VERY PISSED
I AM PISSED
