.Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ' 11:40 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i was intending to rant on and on
about how today was such a bad day and how people haf been mean to me. but since i'm nt in the mood to start going on and on boring euu people out there about my life stories, and God says to forgive and forget, i shall nt rant. but i suppose at the bottom of my heart i will never forgive, less will i ever forget.
and sometimes, i think i really ought to put my argumentative nature aside and stop arguing for the sake of putting my point across and make people accept my point of view, and stop lamenting my griefs and unjustice to everyone i meet, and start offending people all around.
though there's alot of things on my mind and in my heart that i want to get rid of. its kinda a burden. i can never keep things to myself i guess... thats just my nature. i just haf to go screaming to everyone i meet about my feelings and views on everything. and every detail about my life. i guess thats one of my worst points... i simply talk too much.
nt that i haven't ranted in detail about my horrible day and mean people though. going on and on emotionally, expressively and agitatedly on e phone to the poor kmy... haha.
on e brighter note, sis and i plan to slp late, around 3am tonight =] then we will wake up and go for breakfast at 9am, and she will go to work while i go back to sleep =]
so i'll prob be able to study until chap 2 of jap today =]
the unfinished homework and studying of jap is still weighing on my mind
i guess thats what my pri sch teacher used to try to make me understand
"don't procrastinate. get it done, and there'll be less stress. or else plan your time wisely, know that you'll finish your work within e deadline, and there'll be less worry"
i guess i can never help but procrastinate. thats just me.
i shall head off to jap now =]
sayonara
