.Saturday, June 09, 2007 ' 8:15 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i have been feeling exceptionally retarded and dumb this few days.
i think its becos of e lack of e usually busy-ness that i'm starting to get a little depressed.
as usual, went for foc today. it was quite boring.
had bible study about... err... actually i duno wad's e topic. we just talk about some christian stuff... it feels weird with 2 comm members missing today.
then aunty dot talked about e christian soldier thingy... helmet of salvation... shield of faith... etc etc. then we played a boardgame about this topic. i came in last in e both times we played. boo :[[
and i'm really starting to feel quite irritated with some people whu come for foc. they like to ask stupid questions and are frigging irritating. and they talk without thinking. act cool and everything but actually they're frigging childish and irritating. it really pisses me to haf to attend foc with them sometimes.
also, i'm really quite irritated with some of my friends and 1J. i've been shouting about e pulau ubin trip for like, so long and no one even bothered about e post i put up on e class blog and reply my frequent tags about it. and i personally invited some people to go but they act like its nth impt. and e closing date is tmr so i guess i'll haf to end up going alone. and all e other people going are all, so out of my age grp. except for this sec 2 girl which i dun really get along with cos she's frm cedar girls'. i really dun understand why do cedar people hate st. nicks people so much. its really irritating. i was really getting along quite okay with her when i was still in pri 6 and then i was considering to go to st. nicks den she told me nt to cos st. nicks people sucks and cedar people hate dem like what. but i still went and now i think she hates me alot. we're in e same sunday sch class and we're e like, sortof, people expected to be good friends cos of our age. i mean, we're e only girls our age in church and foc, and there's only both of us and another guy in sunday sch so people just expect us to get along well. but obviously we dun just becos i'm in st. nicks. what kind of logic is that. she's in table tennis and according to her when i still had nth to do with st. nicks she told me that st. nicks and cedar were always competing in everything... but she wan just hate e st. nicks tt people larh (sorrie clarissa and patricia）but i also gt nth to do wif tt hate me for what. does it even make sense?
but anw, i dun hate her. but i can't say i like her either. its just in-between. perhaps we would get along very well if she could just be more open minded about this stupid st. nicks and cedar competition thingy. i personally think its very stupid for people to think this way.
i suppose i've ranted enuf to bore euu out now. haha.
i'm nt looking forward to doing my review tests and hw.
and to add on, lots of jap hw.
boo.
