.Wednesday, June 13, 2007 ' 10:45 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i can never imagine why my parents are so biased to my eldest sis.
its always lynn this lynn that.
i'm nt being childish or stupid. i think even my second sis agrees with me.
its pretty obvious actually.
i am suffering frm injustice and indignation. and everytime i try to point out to my mum to stop being so biased she comes up with all kinds of ridiculous excuses to defend herself and my eldest sis.
the sense of injustice is so strong that it sometimes reduces me to tears.
i'm very very pissed now.
and i think, as kmy suggested sometime ago, i ought to go for emotions management course. hohoho. i think i really can't control my emotions. i get super angry and indignant when i watch hk dramas or other tv programmes. and euu noe, hk dramas are, obviously dramatic, so its like, i'll get damm ee-mo when i watch dem. muahahaha.
and i haf gotten so studying my vocab for jap up till chap 4 =] but i still will forget some, and i haven't learnt how to write e words yet... sad.... i shall continue working hard on it later =]
am emo-ly watching e hk drama, 酒店风云 （jiu dian feng yun) now =]
and am feeling very indignant
e poor me is still struggling with jap =[
