.Friday, June 15, 2007 ' 12:05 AM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i am super bored now :(
i feel so un-accomplished becos 95% of my hw is still undone and i'm only up to chap 4 in my studying of jap :(
i was talking to kmy, then clarissa -cawawa x)- called her on her hse phone so we hung up :(
and i am going crazy being 24/7 in e hse.
1. Mum Makes Me Mad -m to the power of 4 x)-
2. its super hot
3. being hot makes me drowsy
4. being drowsy makes me dowan to study :(
5. nt studying makes me feel so slack and un-accomplished
boo.
anw, the eldest sis has arrived safely in bangkok and is now buying bras for mum x)
hope she rmbs to get me a present :)
and oh, i've made a 'true friend' test, request frm my bestest lab partner :) haha cos she's e only lab partner i've ever had :) filled wif stupid and rather lame questions... hahaha.
and sch is reopening soon... :) :( well... i duno what emo shld i haf
it'll be really busy in term 3 and all... back to e home at 7.30 and wake up at 5 procedure... and jap and projects and tests and graded assignments... :(
but on e brighter note, i'll be able to see my friends and classmates again :) i do miss dem...
and its depressing being cooped up in e hse all day :(
and i do miss all e excitement in sch :(
hahas. come to think of it, term 2, which i never thought i wuld survive thru, is over so soon. with all e tests and pw, and jap ca2 and ca3, and much stress, esp frm wk 7-9. with all e excitement of jubilate, band camp and pop... and our 1st ever enrichment wk... it was pretty eventful. but i'm quite glad its over... though the term ahead wuld be more challenging. 2 more terms to go, and we'll be 'upgraded' to sec 2s... hahaha. but we've already been forewarned, term 3 and 4 is nt going to be easy... though perhaps most of us sec 1s haf already gotten used to this kinda life. hohoho. as mrs soh always say, welcome to st. nicholas x)
and i shall miss my dear sitting partner, lydia, very very much. hahaha. although sometimes we didn't get along as well as we should, i guess its still been a real blessing to be able to sit with her. hahaha. honestly, i wasn't to keen on sitting with her at 1st. hahaha. cos i didn't know her too well, and thought she would be those kind of boring studious person whu's fun-less and boring and strict about paying attention during lessons and all. and hahaha after sitting wif her for awhile i found out she wasn't what i expected her to be :) it was realli fun sitting wif her. hahaha. i suppose me, being a little more domineering and bad-tempered and she whu gives way to others and super cheerful, it kinda balances :) and i guess we both like to talk alot x) thru our endless nonsense, especially during math lessons, hahaha.... and looking hopefully at e clock =X and she laughs easily about funny and stuipd things i say... i suppose we really get along well :) and we really understand each other very well too. :) always confiding stuff to each other cos of e trust and understanding... she's never scorned about what i say and all cos i guess our feelings about certain things are very much alike :) and oh, she's also always very helpful, especially when i haven't been paying attention in class =X and haha, me being english rep and she being math rep, i suppose we really understand each other much better... hahaha.
i shall miss sitting with her loads :(
wonder whu will i be sitting with nxt =/
ha. but in terms of the bestest friend thing, i guess lydia can nv beat kmy in it :)
cos kmy wuld forever be my bestest frien :)
and claudia too :)
i guess 1 can always haf more den 1 bestest friend
so best friend = kmy and claudia :)
haha. though i seem to get along with them better outside sch :)
i think i am always depressed and bad tempered during sch hrs :(
i guess there's always this thing about different people getting along well under different circumstances.
eg, i might get along well wif lydia during lesson time, but i don't with other ppl.
but i might get along better with other ppl outside lesson time
hahaha. crapped alot today. didn't do any work :(
sad.
i shall go to sleep now :)
