.Wednesday, June 20, 2007 ' 12:50 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
hohoho. the geog wb is finally completed :]]] except for 2 pgs =S
and anw, i'm really scared abt my dental tmr cos i haven't been to e dentist in like, 2 yrs and well i'm scared my teeth's all decayed so badly that i gotta get it filled or worse, extracted. and well i guess all my past experiences at the dentist haf been pretty bad. there was this time where e dentist extracted this unshaky milk tooth of mine becos e new adult tooth had grown and was pushing e old one to e side. and i mean, it was pretty weird with 2 huge teeth sticking out of 1 gum hole, so er e dentist decided to pluck it out. and it was so hard to that she had to use e pliers to try loosen it 4 times by shaking it hard before it came out, while sucking out all e blood, which was alot, by using this tube thingy. and she made me hold it, and it was quite scary watching all my blood being being sucked into i duno where. and it was total eew and oww.
and i totally can't stand pain.
-sighs miserablely-
i feel quite sick thinking abt jap
i see no reason not to quit
but i see loads of reasons to
but i just can't seem to let go of it
what is wrong with me?
i think i will quit if i do fail my CA4. again.
i am so behind.
but i'm just refusing to let go.
but it would be more of a heartache if i let go of it even later.
will i ever pass my CA4?
i've never ever passed anything in jap, even home assignments like my essays. and e only thing i've passed is my counter test, which almost e whole class got full marks in. and it was just a narrow, and lucky pass.
but if i were to give up, wouldn't it be a complete waste?
many ppl say its just useless.
but i just don't want to give it up.
i don't want to.
but i suppsoe i really have to if i start flunking everything, including sch subs.
but i really don't want to.
i think the pressure is starting to come back.
now that its only 4 more days. and all that undone stuff.
-sigh-
but, I CAN DO ALL THINGS IN CHRIST THAT STRENGTHENS ME :]]
i can do it :]]]
on to the book trails :]]]
