.Saturday, June 02, 2007 ' 9:45 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i really dun understand.
would you haf 1 very very good friend and not be popular?
or haf many many many so-so friends and be very popular?
i think i'll take the 1st option.
why do some people yearn to be popular so much?
its e same as i dun understand why stick-thin people keep saying they are fat
hello. if eur fat, den i am wad?
why are typical ij girls all pretty, skinny and popular ???
i'm hating myself more and more each moment.
i think dat nt only do i haf a very horrible physical appearence, i'm very talent-less.
what is wrong wif me?
i used to be great at english
i used to sail.
i used to be good at bowling
i used to be considered average-ly smart
now my english grade sucks
i haven't sail for such a long time i even forgot how to rig up my boat
i haven't bowl for such a long time every ball i throw goes into e drain
i feel so stupid in 1 justice and my grades are dropping
i hate my lack of courage
i hate my lack of talents
i hate my physical appearence
i hate my insignificance
i hate my low self esteem
i simply hate myself
