.Friday, May 11, 2007 ' 11:55 PM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
it has been an eventful, but nt very fun, week.
pretty tired out larhs... slacked alot... rushed alot....
alot things happened this wk... duno where to start...
and quite a number of unhappy problems.
ok, so i ran my 2.4 in 17.13 which is a D.
which means i got a SILVER for napha
it might seem lousy to euu. and many other people.
i'm really disappointed nt with my results, but with them
its really really really a big achievement to me
i didn't even expcet to pass.
can't they just feel happy and proud of me instead of telling me i've got lousy stamina and questioning me abt nt getting a gold?
thurs was a long day... went to plaza to celebrate mother's day at crystal jade.
generous second sis foot de huge bill which was $103+ dollars.
and today, my birthday (:
ok... i dun seem very happy abt it
somehow special occations has lost its meaning to me.
christmas didn't felt like christmas
cny didn't felt like cny.
and de birthday excitement i use to feel weeks before my birthday just wasn't there.
i seem to haf gotten a new life altogether. one too busy that i dun even haf time to do smth special for my friends on their birthdays. nor feel any excitement on my own birthday cos it just seems like any other day.
anw, had quite a number of presents (: this yr =]
got this nice laminated handmade bookmark from clarissa that said JOAN in bubble letters with many words inside, most of which saying, "be happy. stay happy. don't worry"
i think i just haf this depressed look carved onto me.
anyway, thx clarissa for the 心细 euu put into my prezzie (:
and i had this... i duno wad euu call those thingys frm jane. its a stuffed squirrel with a metal stick and clip sticking out of its head for euu to clip notes.
hahas jane, thx alotttttt.
no more of those yellow sticker papers sticking all over my table (:
and also, nt to forget a nice jellybean birthday card frm yan lin.
again... don't worry be happy...
claudia bought me a present. she asked me if i mind it unwraped cos she said it was beyond her ability to wrap it...
but her friend forgot to bring it today. cos she left it at her friend's hse...
she's keeping me in suspense =S
and i think de most interesting present i got was frm de pastor's wife, aunty dorothy. it was a set of pyjamas =X
so cuteeeeee....
i gave de pants to mum cos i dun wear pants to slp...
frm my family members...
dad - forgot my birthday... hurmph >: |
mum - giodano's disney collection donnal duck shirt (:
- watch frm sonare (:
dun ask me what was sonare thinking my selling watches when its a music shop. but the brand was this music note + spirit. weird.
but anyway, i saw the watch like, 2+ yrs ago and had been eyeing it since then.
its finally mine (:
my mum has great memory (:
second sis - wan bring me out sumday to bugis to choose my own prezzie (:
eldest sis - name hp chain (:
it looks different frm de one my second sis gave me last yr (:
she hasn't given me a b-day prezzie for yrs ):
but at least she still rmbs dat i'm borned in de yr of de dog =]
de class sang me a birthday song after sci before recess in de chem lab.
abit pai sae... me and min yu were laughing like xiao over this lame joke (:
and me and jane were taking wacky pics in de sci lab (: whoops... =X
went for the jubilate just now. it was totally fantastic.
no offence but it was so much better den my eldest sis's King Edward hall's peformance. and the price was the same.
mum has been complaining.
say wad y i sec 1 ony mus go support wait until sec 4 den go support.
i think she still doesn't understand how much i love st. nickks.
and nxt yr i'll prob be peforming so i wun haf a chance to sit as an audience to watch the whole thing.
i wonder if sumday i appeared up there on UCC's stage, will my mum be as proud of me as she was of my sis? i suppose nt. maybe she just wun be bothered enuf to go... seeing that i seem to haf no individual talents to showcase up on dat stage.
and i wasted quite alot of money.
i took an mrt to habourfront. den took cab cos i was running late.
then when i came back, according to de online bus guide i was suppose to go to the bus stop after UCC and take 97. but there wasn't such a bus there.
i walked to every bus stop in the vicinity to check.
finally decided to take a cab to habourfront.
$8 + $6 + $15
wow. that was costly.
but it was worth it.
i shall check the bus guide properly before going nxt yr (:
i think sbs forgot to update theirs.
i'm simply too tired to continue. i'm seriously deprived of slp.
but it was worth it skipping a couple hrs of slp just for the jubilate.
i love it so much.
i shall go to slp nw. haf tuu wake up early to rush hw and pw. and i still haf foc tmr.
i got like, alot of projects and portfolios and assignments due nxt wk, seeing that its wk 9 and wk 10 is enichment wk.
i am gonna haf a busy weekend.
i shall put that aside and go to sleep first.
zzzzzzzzzz...................
