.Sunday, April 22, 2007 ' 12:10 AM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
and yay, i'm taking up piano again. i'm gonna tuu start frm grade 2 all over cos i nid tu refresh my memory and regain my piano skills. but i'm only starting in june cos my classes are gonna be on friday night cos sat and sun is full and i go home late on other weekdays. and there's de jubilate, which i think i want tuu go, and band camp, which both falls on friday nights in may.
but i'm kinda worried that sum kinda activites will fall on friday nights later on, and cos my lessons can't be postponed or anything. haii. i jus haf tuu pray abt it.
and now i'll give yer an update on thurs and friday,
ok, morning jog was... ermhs.... slow.
me, yuanting and may shuen were having fun being silly. haha.
our jogging = lih mann's walking
wrong.
our jogging < lih mann's walking
still wrong.
our jogging < lih mann's strolling
ok, that sounds more decent.
and we were thinking it wuld so us more good to walk instead. so we were fooling around by walking fast and doing extravagent hand gestures to suggest that we were jogging with all our energy if de pe teachers were stupid enuf tuu jus look at de upper half of our bodies. haha.
den dance was stupid. li lao shi was looking so fustrated. cos de new dance moves we did were very difficult and everyone was doing rubbish larh. den li lao shi got super irratated. and li lao shi was looking at jessica most of de time and smiling at her. and de kinda looks dey were exchanging suggested that ...... uh huh .....
i hate dance. i like de warm up part. but i hate dance.
and then xi you ji was nt veri okay. we did it in de ava rm before c.lit. i was pasting all my ugly pictures on de board. then i forgot all my lines so i kept looking at my cue cards. and i didn't point to my pictures while saying cos i scared i got distracted. and them super funny larh when i going tuu say finish den le tian dropped a tooth. den ho yan lin was laughing den i tot she was laughing at me =X
den during c.lit we watched de hong men yan video. i liked it but we stopped halfway to start de lesson on de liu bang person. i shld consider buying de video and watching it at home. i liked it alot.
budden i was gonna fall asleap while zhang lao shi continued her lesson. cos i ony slept 3.5 hrs de night before larh. thx tuu xi you ji.
and on thurs afternoon i was rushing geog project. i wanted tuu slp 1st den wake up and do at night cos i was really really sleepy but clarissa wanted tuu see it before she slept which is like, 10pm so i had tuu rush it. i coundn't finish it before she slept so... haiis...
then i was so frigging slpy so i slept at 10.30 after finishing geog and set my alarm at 2am to wake up and learn ting xie. i slept thru de ringing but sis woke me up at like, 2.30am or so when she was going tuu slp. i tried to study in de living rm but i was really hot and sis thought so too so we on de aircon in de rm and i was studying under de table lamp while sis slept but after half an hr, i fell asleap right on de table.
neck felt like it was gonna break and i was freezing when i woke up, which was like, 5.30am.
and i had to catch de 5.45 bus and it took me 2mins to get down tuu de bus interchange so i had 12 mins to prepare. i had a 2min shower, 2min teeth brushing wore my uniform, grabbed my name tag, and started shoving my stuff into my bag cos i usually pack my bag in de morning. and i just anyhow tie my hair while i usually sit in front of de huge mirror above de organ in de living rm for 15mins every morning, going into the trouble of flattening the bumps in my hair by combing and pulling vigorously and pinning up the stray strands (my hair is layered) with clips.
and i couldn't find my sch socks in my sock drawer so i had to wear mildly damp socks tuu sch. eww.
then on friday during assembly horh almost de whole sec 1 cohort brought down science stuff to study cos got science test on dat day. and for our class, ting xie lists also. and zhang lao shi nt happy larh confiscate all our stuff.
then alot ppl were super angry with her, especially yan lin and le tian. i shall nt go into details but i dun blame them for being so emo. i wuld if i were them.
all those ppl whu brought down stuff to study got 2 'green apples' each. damm it.
she was giving them out during chinese lesson. them she was saying we were so disrespectful cos we were studying while mrs goh was talking. i mean, i wasn't even studying when mrs goh was talking larh, she give warning for us tuu keep i already put my ting xie list into my pocket liao. i damm angry larh. i hate ppl whu dun check properly start accusing ppl. i hate false accusations.
and alot, ALOT, of people wern't very honest.
even ppl whu did nt get their stuff confiscated were suppose to go admit it with integrity. but i am sorry to say that half the class didn't.
and some even wormed out of this by telling zhang lao shi that they brought down stuff to study but didn't study. what crap. idiots. bootlickers. damm it. i'm really angry.
and when she ask us to go up and take our 'green apples', min yu and i were looking at each other. den we really didn't wan tuu go. den min yu was like going, "JOAN CHAN...." in dat warning tone. and she said it super loud den ppl were looking at me. i was pretty angry larh. i mean, do i look like i haf such little self respect, honesty and integrity? do euu suspect that without eur warning and knowing i wuld nt own up that i brought my stuff down tuu study? i was just super indignant cos i wasn't even studying when mrs goh was talking. i mean, we go down at 7.10 when everyone are like, just come to sch and going up tuu class to put bags and dun tell me we stand there for 15 mins doing nth mehhs? waste time larh. and i already put away my ting xie list when zhang lao shi warned us to but i still got 2 'green apples'. is that fair? NO.
nevertheless, i'm proud of myself and min yu and the very few others who owned up all the same when our stuff was nt even confiscated.
and those ppl whu's stuff wasn't confiscated and did not own up, or wormed eur way out by bootlicking, shame on euu. i haf absolutely zero, ZERO, respect for euu. just for avoiding 2 'green apples' eur throwing away eur self respect and dignity. tsk tsk.
and we had health check during geog. de nurse was quite rude. and so was jane. lemme rant a little.
WHY DO PEOPLE DESPISE FAT PPL SO MUCH? WHY DON'T SKINNY PPL GET DESPISED? HUH? WHY IS THE WORLD SO BIASED AGAINST FAT PEOPLE?? SO WHAT IF I'M FAT? I'VE STILL GOT FEELINGS, EMOTIONS AND DIGNITY! AND IF EUU RESPECT EURSELF EUU SHLD SHOW ME AND OTHER FAT PEOPLE SUM RESPECT SO THAT THEY CAN RESPECT EUU OKAY?!
phew. that felt good.
band was... i cannot say it was good.
we had drills. disaster.
we sec 1s got scolded like what larhs... wanted tuu cry liao.
cos that was de 1st time we were actually marching. then our squad commander keep saying stuff dat made us laugh. so we laugh larh. den dey scold us say drills is serious stuff cannot laugh only commander allowed tuu laugh. wad logic is that huh? den dey scold us never put in effort. hello? i can lift my head high and say that i put in 100% effort okay. okay, i cannot say that everyone was putting in effort but most of us did. but it was really difficult to get our lines straight and everything. and den dey say we swing arms look like we were jogging or exercising or going to de market. den of cos everyone laugh den dey scold us again. den my stray strands of hair were blowing around and my glasses kept sliding down very irratating den i was clipping my hair den si min was like, "in squad horh, cannot touch hair de okay?" diao. i frigging embarrassed larh. and sum ppl horh, i mus admit, abit attitude prob larh. dun put in effort still act so childish and immature. den horh si min and ulyssa were very upset den we got scolded my pamela. she said that we had attitude prob cos when our squad commander (si min and ulyssa) scolded us den we still argue back and stuff i shall nt elaborate but its pretty nasty stuff. den she keep scolding us say we never put in effort and nt serious. it was like, so irratating i had to tolerate enuf false accusations for that day already larh.
and i hate de class tee's colour. it sucked.
we wanted orange. den dey had to ask if we wanted it pale or bright.
de votes were almost equal except for a few extras over the pale side. so we had pale orange.
its nt abit orange larh. its like, an ugly and dark shade of yellow.
i rather haf bright yellow or orange.
but de class tee pics was nice. though sis thinks its childish. but de back de names part abit plain larh.
it costs $12. but de materials quite good. very soft. much much much better than our hse tee. and de neck isn't very big so people stop trying to guess and peep at my bra colour everyday pls. actually, de neck is really small. my hse tee one is okay. and my pe tee's neck is frigging big. but i still prefer polo tees.
i think i finally got the size right.
my hse tee's sleeves are too big and de shirt is too long. my pe tee is frigging big in every way.
but i still hate de colour. its gonna look horrible wif our pinafore.
I HATE DE COLOUR I HATE DE COLOUR I HATE DE COLOUR.
I WANT ORANGE.
RAH.
i shall nt go any further cos my second sis is waiting to use my comp. eldest sis borrowed hers cos her's conked out.
i think her life is as bad as mine.
her comp conked out, and according to mum her $15 dollars worth of petrol was stolen by a pizzahut guy. and she reported it to the police but dey didn't care. so she's very angry.
haii. we both haf a life full of misery and unfairness and indignation.
shall chiong hw tmr. den although monday ish a st. nickks holiday tuu celebrate gd o lvls results, i'm gonna meet min yu, angelina and may shuen for english pw meeting frm 9-1 at j8, and had around frm 1-4, then haf 3rd lang frm 4.30-6.30, then reach home at 7.30.
haii. my life is miserable.
and angelina has been complaining alot. abt everything frm de time to the venue. and abt meeting on a holiday in de 1st place.
jus shut up and get to work, girl.
stop complaining. cos my life's worse than yours.
thankew.
