.Tuesday, March 20, 2007 ' 3:40 AM Y
you used to be the reason, for my smile.
i'm in a really bad mood today. seriously.
many terrible things happened today.
1st, in de morning after assembly i accidently knocked min yu's glasses and the screw and lense came off. and she had to get thru a day wif it scotchtaped. so sorry min yu =[
and then there was pe. we were starting with napha training. we ran three rounds. everyone was fine with it but anyone looking at me run wuld think i had just ran 20 rounds or smth. it was like, i was de slowest in de entire class and the person in front of me was like, so far away. and to pass our 2.4 we had to finish it in 18mins so our target was 9mins for 3 rounds. and omg lih mann finished it in 5mins+. *salute*
i was runing panting and sweating like a mad woman. seriously.
and i was like so damm slow 1st round i was already like, so tired. den mr phee was like, decided to start running with us (de slower ppl) frm de 2nd round onwards. den i started lagging behind so mr phee let de others go ahead and ran with me. omg. so embarrassing. den he kept encouraging me, like keep telling me to mantain my pace dun care other ppl run fast ornot, and he kept asking if i was okay. and i was like, omg i'm already dying and euu still haf de energy to talk to me ?!?!
after a mere 3 rounds i was three quaters dead. like all my energy was drained and my legs felt as it it was gonna snap. and i staggered to de washroom, leaned against de sinks and started splashing myself wif water. and i drank like i haven't drank in 3 days. straight frm de tap. ahhhhs....
i'm so scared that i'll fail napha.
and then we did sit ups. mr phee told us all to do 31 but he'll blow de whistle after 1min so that we'll know where we stand. and when he blew de whistle i only completed 16. and i struggled thru 4 more and mr phee took pity on me and lemme stop. hahas. i thought i was doing a very gd impression of a woman giving birth when i was doing my situps.
and i am soooooo worried about inclined pull ups. i can barely do 1.
to add on to my misery, i found out that i failed my 听写 during hcl. zhang lao shi was like, damm disappointed wif me. well, i expected to fail cos i didn't study and my chinese sucks but i didn't know i'll fail that badly. i got like, 22 over 100. horrible rite? and i gotta retest on monday. i'm so depressed.
and i didn't attend hse meeting today cos i had poetry slam rehearsals. it went quite well. my grp (me, wenxin, minyu, daphne, may shuen) were like, trying to practice last min. and de grps competing were like, so good and dramatic, and their poems were so interesting. and when it was our grp's turn tuu perform claudia was like screaming, "GO JOAN CHAN !!!!" and everyone was so amused.
and omg man i failed my jap ca1. i got like, 11 over 45. and ca2 is just nxt wk. i am so dead. and depressed. studied for so many hrs and still nth could penetrate into my thick skull. haii.
and i still gotta write 2 essays, finish my math portfolio, dnt project, read 西游记, learn 听写 all over and study for jap ca2. and much more i can't be bothered to list.
pray for me people
i'm cracking soon
very soon
