... those were the days

.Monday, March 12, 2007 ' 8:20 PM Y

you used to be the reason, for my smile.

i wanna post abt smth that happened the previous previous previous wk.
where i wanna apologize or thank the people involved.
you'll know who euu are when i'm done posting.
last last last sunday, i was piled up with loads of hw and projects and jap hw and had to study for my jap katakana test and lesson review tests thingy. cos the wk before i skipped jap class to complete a geog project. i feel so guilty *wince*
ok, lemme continue. so i had lots of stuff to do and was especially going crazy over this math groupwork project. and euu noe, i suck at math so this project was really challenging for me. my grp and i didn't really had time to meet cos we all had really tight schedues so we split the job, me and yuan ting would do question 2 and wan qi and li lin would do question 1 and we would put it together. and i really coundn't figure out the ans and everything so i couldn't do and contribute my part and i emailed wan qi last min and i suppose she couldn't do anything abt it.
and the nxt day before sch, which was a monday, i was really going crazy wif my jap homework and sch homework and everything and was screaming like a maniac when wan qi and li lin cornered me and asked me why haven't i done my part and everything and i got really fed up and i was already feeling very bad and guilty and i just yelled at them and everything. and i got into a heated arguement wif my grp about this stupid math project. and obviously, my grp felt that i was very irresponsible and reported this matter to zhang lao shi. so during the period after family time when the catholic girls were having re classes, zhang lao shi was talking abt responsibility especially when doing grp project work and that everyone should do their part and contribute and she kept staring at me and i felt really bad and guilty and yes, i cried. though i don't think anyone saw it cos no one knew that zhang lao shi was actually targeting her message at me except for my math project grp ppl. and the whole day during lessons i was like, very upset and lifeless. sorry to all who i snapped at or yelled at on that day. and all ppl whu were doing grp discussion wif me cos i wasn't contributing and didn't participate in the discussions and stuff. and thx to all whu lent me a helping hand throughout that whole day, in every little way. and during math lesson my grp couldn't present our project and i felt really bad and guilty again and i cried again. and after sch zhang lao shi asked to see me and she kinda scolded me for nt doing my part and contributing to my math project and nt doing what i was suppose to do. and she said that i was very irresponsible and wanted me to go home that day and try my very very very best to complete the project. and she asked if i had cca so i told her i had jap and yuan ting was also having jap on that day so zhang lao shi told us to discuss the project before we left for moelc but yuan ting had to meet up wif her sci grp to discuss her sci project =[ so zhang lao shi told us to discuss thru the phone after our jap class and by hook or by crook settle that math project. and i was already feeling very upset and bad and guilty and i was really mad at my math grp for reporting me to zhang lao shi and for goodness sake by the time i reach home after jap it wuld be like, 7.45pm and after dinner and i was ready to start work it wuld be like, 8.30pm? and i still had homework and everything and i couldn't take it anymore and when zhang lao shi was done reprimanding me i went back to my desk and cried. and i really really really meant i cried. and the 1st person i saw was wen xin and she sort of hugged me and i cried and cried. and wen xin, xin hui and min yu was comforting me and everything. and they were really nice to me, lyk, they didn't make me feel embarrassed or anything. and min yu had lunch wif me and we went to the mrt station together and wenxin and xin hui smsed me later and tried to cheer me up and asked if i was fine. =]
and here i wanna apologize to my math grp, wan qi, li lin and yuan ting for being grumpy and snappy and nt doing my part for the math project.
and thx to my eng and e.lit grp discussion ppl, jane, yuan ting, xin hui and may shuen for tolerating my bad temper for that day, and every day =X and sorry for my lack of enthusiasm and nt participating in the discussion
and special thx to wen xin, min yu, xin hui and all others for being so nice to me =]
i'll love euu all always =]
once again, thanks =]

THAT GIRLY

Joan Chan
thirteen'
110594
sngs
1 Justice
snsb trombone

HER WANTSY

nike sling bag
myuk sling bag
new wallet
bigger pencil case

HER LOVESY

God
family
friends
sngs
1 Justice 07
1 Justice 07 counsellors
snsb, trombones

SCREAMY

EXITSY

Min Yu
Wen Xin
Claudia
6A (rvps) 06'
Jessica
Karen
Jolene

MUSICY

high school musical - breaking free

high school musical - start of something new

high school musical - we're all in this together

michael learns to rock - you took my heart away

death cab for cutie - i will follow you into the dark

the fray - how to save a life

nick cave - where the wild roses grow

barry manilow - can't smile without you

ARCHIVESY

March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007

THE LYRICSY

As the deer;

As the deer panteth for the water,
So my soul longeth after you.
You alone are my heart’s desire
And I long to worship you.

You alone are my strength, my shield.
To you alone will my spirit yield.
You alone are my heart’s desire
And I long to worship you.

You're my friend, and You are my brother
Even though You are a King.
I love You more than any other
So much more than anything.

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